being MADLY in love.

I seriously haven't posted in a very long time. I've had great ideas of blogposts, really. The thing is i just have it in mind and don't go on and post. Haha.

And by the way, my internet's not working these few days. (Though it works now :D )

I have this big urge to post. And i know it's worth writing.

Have you ever been so madly in love with a person that things doesn't make sense anymore and you just want to be with that person?

You went from perfectly rational to sounding like a brain-damaged alcoholic (yes, i currently love the word brain damage).

and you would rather hear that person breathing all day than go to Disneyland without them.

I have to admit i know what it feels like.

Do you know the guy called Stefanus from the bible? The one that got stoned to death for spreading God's Word?

Well he's madly in love.

He's having sooo much fun with God that he didn't really care if he'll die. He doesn't really care about the sharp stones that will kill him.

He only cares about doing special things for the one he's so in love with.

In a way, he's blinded by love.

In another way, he sees so much more.

God is just like a lover. He's not some old guy sitting in the midst of clouds, choosing to bless the nice people and make the others miserable. Or only glancing at your troubles and worries because he's too busy. No.

He is just like a lover. He wants to know what you're going through. What's hurting you and whatever your problems are. He even cares when you're struggling with sin.

He don't want to see you only once a week.

Or only for five minutes every morning.

He wants to be in your every second. And believe me, he wants to know who your crush is.

So talk to him. He's been waiting for it.

(i wanted to add a nice hearty picture but the computer, somehow, isn't completely working. Whyyyy are there so many broken things here?)